Wednesday, May 7, 2025

Death Of A Rat

 From the bus window

I spot a dead rat on it's side,

a fresh red slit down its stomach,

in the middle of the driveway,

in a good part of town.

I wonder how it happened.

Did it lose a race with a sporty red coupe?

Did it lose a battle with a sharp-clawed cat?

Its struggle is over,

but I think about that rat

for the rest of the day.

Every Broken Girl

 Every broken girl

is looking for her daddy.


May hell's darkest shades

shadow the father

who taught his little girl

the way to his heart 

is through

his pants

Meme

 Recent meme paraphrased 

Europeans are seeing america in a different light. They see what the prez is doing, but more importantly, they see a people who elected this man to run the country. 

while I did not vote for that stain, I am devestated nonetheless. 

Don't Mention the War, by The Divine Comedy has a verse: "Don't mention the war, don't talk of those days... let history lie, kiss the old days goodbye, they're no help anymore, don't mention the war."

Being old in a new world is more pressure than my cortex can contain.

Sunday, May 4, 2025

Hard AF


I wish at 28, I had known

the power I possessed

over men, without much

effort.


I sat on his lap

took off my dress 

pulled up my bra 

and he gasped.


He thought they were

smaller than that.

On The Way To The Breakdown

The boss called me and account executive,

I was really in phone sales.

I paid my rent off advertising commissions

from food and meat processors like Bernie's

Bagel Dogs, Budget Gourmet, and 

Totino's Pizza Rolls.

I schmoozed meat packing executives

at dinner meetings for advertising space.


Eventually I began to think

about the food chain:

the life, the death, methods of slaughter.

After all, I was a card carrying

member of PETA.



Just A Little Look

The smell of drunk stuck 

to him. I never knew my uncle Dub 

to be sober.


When he looked into my eyes, 

breath escaped my stomach like 

I was sucker-punched.


And Dub had 

an engorging interest

in preteen me.


My #1 rule - 

never get stuck in a room

alone with Dub. 


Everyone had gone to the living room.

I was sat on a high kitchen stool,

my feet dangling above the tiles.


He knew I was alone,

and asked me to spread my legs.

He said he wanted "just a little look."


In that kitchen, on that high stool,

I took back my breath, and plunged.

After landing, I ran to my mother.


She chatted with my aunt, cigarette 

dangling from her mouth, oblivious

to my scrape with the nightmare.



Death Of A Rat

 From the bus window I spot a dead rat on it's side, a fresh red slit down its stomach, in the middle of the driveway, in a good part of...